Anyone here..who broke up with their bf..like you dump him..then realize....?

then u realize that you still love him so much!!!! but it's too late...cuz you already hurt him..and he may think of u as juz any other girls that would just dump anyone if u feel like it..so he won't come back to your life again....it's too late.... :*( what did u do..how did u handle it..and juz any ideas..your stories..experiences..lessons learned..whats love for you now that it happened to you? i would gladly appreciate your answers..thank you